Friday, December 26, 2008

ShadowTech Blog Trailer for the upcoming post... Be Prepared! lol..

Teenstreet!
Holiday!
and something, or someone, special!
Be Prepared for IT!!
BWAHAHAHA!

lol..
lame trailer..
works better with some vids..
too bad din take any..
lol..




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Sunday, December 21, 2008

lazy 2 blog.. holiday mood.. lol..

yea guys..
i'm kinda lazy 2 blog nowadays..
gonna post my blog after the festive seasons maybe??
=P
anyway, see u soon guys and Merry Christmas!!
=)

Sunday, December 7, 2008

sad, happy.. ==

would you believe me if I said....
that we are the ones who can make the change
in the world today....
would you believe me if I said...
that all of the dreams in your heart
can come true....today
would you believe me if I said...
that life could be all that you want it to be...today..

Chorus:
and if I had wings I would fly
'cause all that I need, you are...
and if the world caved in around me...
to you I'd still hold on
'cause You're all that I believe...
and the one that created me...
JESUS...because of you...I'M FREE

Verse2:
would you blieve me if I said...
that God can make miracles happen today....
would you believe me if I said..
that you don't need to wait for the answers before...
you step out in faith...
would you believe me if I said...
that nothing is ever impossible...for God...

Bridge:
just live your life...with God inside..
you won't regret one moment of it...
and give all that you can for God,for God

posted de song above kuz God made me free!!
free frm anymore dumb exams in de future!!
=D

well, kinda sad lately..
dun wanna talk abt it..

so i'll skip 2 de happy part..
Teenstreet is just 2 days away!!
=D

can't wait for it!!
i even borrowed a backpack frm my sis..
u noe, de kind of backpack ppl use for backpacking trips and stuff..

its kinda cool, kuz its my 1st time using such bag...
=P

gonna pack my stuff soon..
oh, and i wun be on9 while i'm gone 2 Teenstreet,
so i wun be on9 on de 9th-13th of Dec..

in de mean time, enjoy the vids down dere..
i kinda love his jokes..

ppl, may i present 2 u guys, Russell Peters!




















if u guys make me angry, den i'll quote wad Russell Peters' dad always says..

"Somebody's gonna get a hurt real bad.. Somebody.."

Thursday, December 4, 2008

free frm sch liao!

lol..
late for posting dis..

yesh!
no more high school!
=D

no more stupid school rules,
no more principals,
no more getting-scolded-for-whatever-stupid-reason,
no more homework,
no more school work,
no more history,
no more boring stuffs @ sch!!

celebrated with an outing 2 CS 2 celebrate ah poh's bdae as well..
kuz his bdae was also on Dec 1st, de last paper for us..
anw, we went 2 CS, Neway..
sang 2 our hearts content!
=D

den it was bowling at danga city mall..
and i got de highest score!!
w00ts!!
and poor bakelo (kok wai), whu had de worst score..
and he had 2 belanja every1 drinks at dinner..
but he had 60++, which was quite good, considering dat it was his 1st time bowling..
lol..
18yrs old, dec 1st 2008, 1st time bowling..
haha~~

we went 2 dinner at a place called 'san lou' sumthin sumthin..
forgot edi kuz it was my 1st time dere..
and we had a great time dere..
de food was simply superb!!
my mouth waters juz by thinking of em,
so i'm nt gonna write down wad i ate kuz i'm feelin hungry again..
=P

oh and we had a great time telling bakelo we wanna buy beer for drinks..
shocking..
treating frens 2 beer..
jz becoz he lost a bowling match..
but bakelo was relieved when he saw we ordered tea instead..
de chinese tea which can tambah air panas whn finish de..
haha~~

but still,
kinda feelin sad la..
miss all my crazy frens and all de crazy times we had at sch..
haihz..
wanna see every1 again..
well, at least dis time, we get 2 party even harder now..
can't wait for our holiday trip soon!
=D

oh and i'm bring my key chain 2 sch whn i get my results..
and show de vp again..
see he wan confiscate dis time a not..
LOL!
=P

Sunday, November 30, 2008

missed detail

oh i forgot..
i'm gonna thank de vice principal fr gving me back de keychain 2mr..
=D

and i hope he remembers de books he confiscated frm me in de beginning of de year as well..
=P

final day of school

yea..
my final day of sch is 2mr..
gonna miss all my fun times i had dere..
all de crazy times i had with all my crazy frens dere..
sad la, jz by thinking of it..
bt life muz go on..
so, gonna find part-time work after my holiday with my frens..
den college..

er..
dunno wanna say wad edi..
so, wish me luck for 2mr's paper..
prinsip perakaunan..
my final paper..

oh and happy bdae ah poh!
=)

Saturday, November 29, 2008

my 1st ever multi-post!! lol...

a vry long time sinced i blogged..
so i'll do a multi-post lo..
jz 2 keep u guys updated..
=)

ok, lets start with 21st November,
a Friday..
went to sutera mall with wei kuen, alan and boon kien in de morning..
kuz we wanna shop for clothes,
but all de shops still closed..
==
so we walk around, joke and we went to de arcade,
which ngam ngam open when we went dere.. LOL!
so we played some games,
and de shooting game which i mention b4,
its called Too Spicy (2 Spicy)
search for it la..
its quite cool de..
=P
so after dat we went for basketball with frens (Finally can play basketball!)
but den, too many ppl went also..
so go there also, play little bit..
==

den we(wei kuen, harry/haidi, boon kien, me) went to CS and finally can buy some shirts..
at sutera mall we din get 2 buy any..
==
anw, we bought some shirts,
and haidi got a really expensive cardigan at padini..
rm100++
and i got a baby milo shirt wit spongebob in it!!
=D
and deadly fast food, frm a brand called technics..
i wanted DJ Bruce Lee, but den, nt so unique la..
maybe nxt time?
=)

after shopping, we went 2 de arcade,
and i played ghost squad..
and finally, max lvl, all costumes and guns unlocked!!
de gold uniform looks cool, but den de new gun, reload so slow..
==
at least got 100 bullets, and can penetrate thru walls la..
=P

de nxt event is english literature exam, SPM..
de previous thursday..
==
another 5hr intensive class...
walao..
5hrs, 4 ppl, 1 subject..
sian a!
anw, i think i did ok for dat paper...
got a few questions need think alot,
which i dun like..
==
so after de exam,
i am so happy!!
vice-principal decided 2 gimme back my key chain!!
=D
gonna thank Mr Wong for dis whn i meet him Dec 1st..
tqtqtq!!!
for giving me back my key-chain!!
=D

anw, after de exam,
i went 2 ah lai's hse 2 stay overnight..
went together wit boon kien..
a total of 5 ppl, including me went..
ah poh, haidi, wei kuen, boon kien and me..
i missed playing bowling with dem kuz of de exams..
==
so i met wit dem (jajabong, wei kuen, ah lai, haidi. jajabong din stay overnight.. jz go for bowling wit dem only..) at pelangi and every1 cramped into ah lai's swift,
which he drove at such a high speed..
==
i was practically yelling at him on de road..
speeding! everywhere! and also dangerous driving!
==
scary lorh..
so we reached ah lai's hse, we dropped our baggage,
and ah lai borrowed his mom's crv..
and again, dangerous driving..
dis time, we went to pick up ah poh at his house and we went to tebrau city for dinner..
i felt so sick when we reached tebrau city that i thought i was gonna puke..
and before that, the auto ticket vendor was faulty,
so we had 2 gostan lo..
and de apek behind us in his wira wit his family,
really blur like sotong de lo..
ah lai kept releasing de brake, going down de slope,
and dat man had 2 gostan also lo..
den at the turn, he pusing his steering alot,
den nearly kena de wall of de slope..
he missed it abt like, less den 1cm..

anw, we went to tebrau city 2 hv dinner..
den we played air hockey..
=D
and finally, we went back 2 ah lai's hse..
bt before dat, we went to de car accesesory shop which ah poh goes 2..
and we met a fren of ah poh's..
a proud owner of a nissan 350z, aka my fair lady..
and he usually goes to race at pasir gudang..
dun ask me whr, i dunno which part of pasir gudang..
oh and we took lots of fotos of de car, his engine,
and me driving his car!
=D
ok, so i wasn't driving..
but i sat at de drivers seat la..

and, my goodness, his engine kuat de lo..
he took ah poh for a spin down de road and back,
and when de car went to de road frm de shop entrance and sped off,
we, also at de shop entrance, ran 2 de road 2 see,
cannot see de car..
all we see is jz de smoke..
0.o!
so fast o!
oh and before we went back 2 ah lai's hse, de owner of de sports car told ah lai nt 2 speed around..
especially if he has passengers..
and, thank God, he didn't speed back home..
=P
so we went back,
played games on ps2 and PC,
and jz chat lo..
den we slp at abt 3am..

we woke up at 9.40++am..
and we were supposed 2 wake up at 7am 2 go for basketball..
so we missed basketball..
had brunch at tea garden (gu wen cha) nearby ah poh's hse..
and ah lai sent us back home in his swift..
safely..
=D

de nxt event, a bit boring la..
a final tuition of prinsip perakaunan..
and dis time,
its 10am-6pm..
with 1 hr off for lunch,
u count de time la..
maths exam finish, so i deleted my maths frm my otak..
=P

oh and i got a big shocking news for u guys..
i still owe my teacher rm220+(rm55 X 3/4) tuition fees..
de stuff inside de bracket is included de..
and its rm55 per month...
u calculate la, when i didn't pay my tuition fees until nw..

2dae, ==
bad day la..
started off as a good day,
went 2 a meeting of de youth club,
abt a opening party for new members nxt yr..
of kuz, i'm in charge of de games..
anw, i went wit my gan-mei...
who's mom treated me 2 some lunch/dinner..
de time during makan is abt 4-430pm..
kuz our meeting is frm 5pm-8pm..

anw, after dat, we went 2 de meeting,
and vry sian..
ended up wit me playing wit my psp wit a fren of mine..
play street soccer in de psp, miltiplayer..
=D

and now, de bad part comes..
2 of my god-daughters wan me 2 send em back..
and we went 2 my dad's car, and i saw my younger brother botak..
dunno why he cut like dat,
and i luff la..
funny wad..
anw, i talk 2 him in de car, and joke abt his hair,
den suddenly, my dad ask me 2 shuddap..
and i was like, wth?
i did nothing wrong wad..
my bro also, he also nt upset abt wad i said wad..
i was talking abt him and de ten brothers show,
whr de botak guy kept rubbing his head (de botak part)
and my bro shud do like dat..

so i kept quiet 1st lo..
whn my 2 gan-nu-er went back edi,
i ask my dad,
eh pa, ni shi zuo mo de ni? (dad, wad in de world were u doing?)
wo gen didi jiang hua hui si shi ma? (i talk 2 my bro will die issit?)
gen ta kai wan xiao ye hui si de shi ma? (i joke with him will die issit?)
den his reply was,
ni shi zai gen ta kai wan xiao meh? (u joking with him meh?)
so i replied,
wo gen ta jiang hua dou mei shen me fa shen.. ta ye shi mei you chao la.. (i talk to him also nothing happen.. and he also never quarrel with me la..)
wu yuan wu gu jiu gei ni ma.. na wo wen ni la, wo na li cuo sian zai? wo you juo cuo shi ma sian zai?? (i did nothing wrong den u scold me.. den i ask u la, where am i wrong now? did i do anything wrong now??)

and u noe wad he did nxt?
he unlocked de car door, and ask me to get out from his car..
says he dun wan to owe me anything..
den i nw damn angry, and i was like, wtF?!?!
if it weren't for my mom and my fren, boon kien, who was also in de car, i would have straight gone out and took a taxi home instead of going to eat with that idiot..
i know de bible says dat we shud obey our parents,
but den, in dis case, hw shud i? hw COULD i?

so, bo bian, i stayed in de car, went 2 dinner, which i was so damn angry dat i didn't talk 2 any1 at all.. and boon kien also.. he smsed 2 me, telling me 2 stop bue song.. ltr my dad again become tiger..
==
so i replied back, so? scared wad? he can do die la *toot*.. *toot* *toot*..
censorship required in my msg, and i noe, i am in de wrong 2 talk 2 my fren like dis abt my dad, but den, i was so bloody mad la...

so, now, i lock my room door and here i am, typing away on my laptop, with de music turned on vry loudly..
and i am still vry angry at my dad..
==

sibeh pissed off by him lo..
and i am so totally not in de fault..
its his bloody wrong 2 scold me in de 1st place,
for telling me to shuddap..
for wad la?!?!
==

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

and i thought that things would never get worser then yesterday..





yea..

sadly,

another bad day apparently..

and its much worse then yesterday..

and to think yesterday was already bad enuf..

2day, i only had moral paper, so i still have 2 go 2 sch in de morning..

7.30am reach de stupid sch, 2.30pm only exam...

ZZzzz....

and de old man really crossed de line..

he's gonna get it...

just for confiscating a key chain of mine (the above 2 pics)

and i can't find it anywhere else edi!!!

i wouldn't be so damn angry if it can be bought easily..

but now, if he doesn't give it back 2 me, i would have a hard time hunting for it...

that f*cktard old imbecilic moron..

and he still hv de cheek 2 reprimand me for going down the other staircase??

whats wrong with that?!?!?!

i hope u fall down and die somewhere far away from me u bald moron...

i will make u suffer for the last 2 days i can go 2 sch for exams...

see if u feel whether its worth it a not..

for confiscating my key chain...

>8-(

yea, note de angry face up there...





oh and i'm blogging abt this now becuz i just reached home in hopes of 2mr being better...

if it doesn't, then i might go crazy...

and Mr Wong, watch ur back old man..

u nvr know what might hit u...

Monday, November 17, 2008

bad day...

ok, so yesterday was vry enjoyable..

but 2dae..
==

bad la..

initially it was good..
kuz i could ans most of my science questions..

but after both papers,
de principal had 2 scold us of our hair..

i mean, whats de point?
we're gonna go to school for like 3 more days den we're no more high school students..
and he wants all of us boys (5c+5d, kuz only these 2 classes had science, while 1 and b is pure science class) to either cut our hair today or he's gonna send for a barber 2 cut de boys' hair tomorrow..

can tell him crap la..
all my hair..
cut away..
all gone..
now short short liao..

there goes my hopes of getting an emo hairstyle for my holiday trip..
==

idiotic sch principal..
if u ever cross my line, ur gonna be shocked to see the awakened me..
i'm gonna make sure to rearrange every detail of ur face,
even ur family can't recognise u no more..
so, don't even thing u can try me..
i have a limit too u noe..

anw, what is there to respect in u anyway?
ur just a spoilt brat anyways..
everything is u want us to this, u want us to that..
everything is just u, u and u..
its never about de students..

asking us to pay so much money,
then where's de freaking assembly hall??
==

u can afford to pay the teachers high salary,
but where's the floor tiling for the classrooms?
even if tiling is expensive, can't u use carpets instead??

and the school food..
its not even fit for a dog..
we eat it because we have no choice..
before SPM, i've already long stopped eating ur disgusting sch food..
and i still find it hard 2 believe that the chef actually works at a restaurant before..
ok, i'll believe it if he works as a dish-washer at that restaurant before cooking for us students..
if u dun believe us that the food sucks, why not try it urself..
see how it tastes like..
oh wait, u dun even eat sch food..
always arriving fashionably late after lunch hours..
==

ur nothing but an idiot..
juz becos u went 2 universiti malaya in de olden days doesn't make u smart kay..
u are lacking a lot of stuff in de area labeled "common sense" u dimwit..
so what if ur the principal of the school?
we're the ones paying u for service and this is how u treat us?
in such a crappy manner?
might as well go to SMK instead of omega la..
SMK foc, no need pay sch fees...
omega also, pay so much, and get crap..
==
might as well burn that money and its just the same..
no wait..
its not..
we're harming ourselves with the crappy food ur selling us..
thanks a lot..
u dumb prick..

if one day, i ever met the wrong company and join them,
u better watch ur back..

one of these days,
i really hope something bad happens 2 u,
in which case its a good thing for all of us students!

Sunday, November 16, 2008

a happy day 2dae!! =D

well, i watched madagascar 2 2dae!!

i like to move it move it,
he likes to move it move it,
she likes to move it move it,
we like 2,
MOVE IT!

before i continue, i will tell u sumthin.. in case u haven watch madagascar 2 yet...

WARNING! CONTAINS SPOILERS!

ok, nw i continue..
=)

all de madagascar-squirrel looky thingys all super funny and cute sia..
esp mort, who kept following king julian, making him annoyed, and being tackled by de madagascar plane security guards just for bringing scissors and, lol, lotion.. or issit hand cream... either way also can la...
and king julian same as before, act stupid..
haha~~

oh and de alex de lion was from africa, was actually alakay, pronounced a-la-kae, de alpha lion's son...
he got caught by hunters when he was still a lil baby and de crate he was in fell into a river...
which then floated all the way to new york...
den he lived in de zoo ever since...

de part i liked de most was after alex, aka alakay, was rescued by his dad after being caught by new yorkers, who thought alex de lion died...
at this part, alex did his performance like back when he was still in new york, which then made de lost new yorkers who at first wanna eat lion casserole made by de mad old woman who kick alex in his *ahem* back at de train station in new york in madagascar's 1st movie...
well, his performace at that time was freestyle hip hop...
den, i was like, wow...
the alex's saving him and his dad's butt by kicking it old-school...
even his dad joined in after a while...
but during a great leap into de air,
alex landed on his hind feet while his dad landed on his face, ouch-fully...

well, de movie, we rushed home to mandi den we rushed 2 restaurant pekin for dinner..
and mind u, nt becos i'm rich bt becos my ex-teacher's wedding dinner...
quite fun lerh..
2 meet some of my teachers dere and 2 chat with dem not in sch uniform, and 2 congratulate my ex-teacher who's got such a lovely looking wife..

CONGRATZ 2 U MR LIM!!
MAY U BE BLESSED WITH A CUTE LIL BABY WITH UR WIFE!!

well, had some great food dere,
but din eat de cereal prawns and de fish..
ok, so i took a bite frm de fish la..
but din take anymore,
kz 2 spicy for me..
nonya fish..
taste so great, but de after effect, a hot tongue..
and de prawns i din eat kuz, well, i'm allergic 2 prawns..
if i eat, den my throat will get super itchy..

and i so sad, din get 2 drink any alcoholic drinks!!!
LOL!

oh and b4 de dinner start,
me and boon kien went 2 sutera mall's arcade for a while..
got 3 games which i'm already missing and its cheaper den CS's arcade..
for eg, Ghost Squad cost rm2 for one game, but at sutera mall, its rm1.5...
oh and at arcades, 50 cents does make a diff..
it means i can play more!!
=D
got 2 new games which i dun think in JB got also..
a new shooting game which is like,
gun shooting duels..
u noe de kind like in de old western movies in texas,
de good guy vs de bad guy in a shoot out competition...
at high noon dat kinda stuff..
rmb?
well, this is diff..
u get 2 choose wad kinda gun u wanna use..
got semi-auto pistol, dual pistols, auto-fire machine pistol, shotgun, grenade launcher, revolver and a scope sighted pistol..
yea, all are pistols, except for a semi-auto shotgun..
but de shotgun's ammo capacity small, speed not very fast,
but de damage!! wakao!
if i kena direct den sure die de..
but lucky la..
i using auto-fire, like machine gun, tut tut tut tut tut tut non-stop,
den he hard 2 shoot at me, kuz my reload rate fast also..
but i lost 2 revolver, kuz his shots accurate and damage also quite good..
ouch ouch!

de other games i like at dere is Ghost Squad and Time Crisis 4

Ghost Squad is like a tactical FBI squad based shooting game,
in which u are a member of a squad working for de government named Ghost Squad..
ur mission is 2 save de president and some hostages and also 2 foil de terrorists' plans..
level 1, stop a terrorist from escaping, lvl 2, save de president, lvl 3, save a hostage wit some info for de government..
i played it for like, 90++ times edi..
cannot rmb hw many la..
but i can tell u, i spent a lot of $$$ for dis game at CS..
rm12 for de memory card, and if i finish de play times, which is 99 times, den de total $$$ i used for dis game is...
12 + (99 X 2)
do de maths la..
i lazy count..
my maths exam edi finish..
=P

well, time crisis 4 is a new one..
actually, cannot say new la, kuz its quite a while edi, it came out..
but m'sia is de slowest 2 get it..

anw, in tc4, ur playing as one of de 2 good looking agents working for de VSSE agency, in dunno wad..
paisei, i dunno kuz always i skip de cutscenes...
and kuz my finger is trigger happy and always shoot shoot shoot..
since my aiming also quite good, and my index and middle finger quite fast, so i get high-score alot of times lo..
esp in tc2, which i can use rm1 and finish de whole game without getting any injury...
oh, but i shoot faster wit my middle finger den 2nd finger, kuz...
i dunno la..
jz becoz i can lo..
so when i wan slow slow shoot all de bonus points de, i use 2nd finger lo..
for de times when i wanna clear a place got many ppl de or kill de boss, den i use my middle finger lo..

ok, back 2 tc4..
i played dis a few times when i went wit Church 2 SAGC for de IBA UNPLUGGED competition..
de nxt day, a Sunday, after Sunday Service, we went 2 Sunway Pyramid lo..
den i go 2 de arcade wit some of my buddies..
den i mouth open wide wide kuz got tc4..
so i muz play lo!!
de graphics so sibeh good!!
ps3 graphics!!
and de gameplay also..
wow..
oh and de new type of enemies is sibeh disturb 1 lo..
many many many many many kecil kecil insect-look-a-like robots all come 2 try and kill me..
den i muz change 2 my machine gun or shotgun and waste all my bullets on dem..

ok, now, i tok abt de dinner la..
wow..
my ex-teacher look sibeh handsome lo..
well, at least more handsome-mer den before la, when he was teaching me..
and his wife so good looking also..
=P

and de dinner was quite good la..
quite enjoyable..
but sadly,
2 teachers went home b4 i can take foto with dem..
and i met my form 1 maths teacher too!!
really pleased 2 meet u Mr Hoo!!
i still rmb u like fishing and u said i was slow at maths when i was in form 1!!
=D
thnx 4 teaching me back at dat time when i was still a budak kecil!!
=D

and i finally got a foto wit ms yong in it..
everytime ask her take foto wit me, she always walk away, say dun wan..
well 2 bad 4 u, i got ms julia and ms kee 2 stop u frm walking away!!
wakaka..

well, dats it for 2dae ba..
will upload some pics when i free..
nw sleepy, wan slp..
=P

maybe 2mr when i'm free...
oh and i din forget de pics from de last days of high sch..

and i added a bonus..
after high sch, during SPM..

wad i look like trying 2 study sejarah!
=D

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

SPM 1st day, continued

oh, i almost forgot...

the pengawas also..

like wanna die liao lai dat 1..

ZZzzz.....

SPM 1st day...

bored nia..

reached home abt an hour ago....

so, decided 2 blog lo!

=D

anw, de SPM really sianz...

everything i learnt in class (BM) all din come out..

well, everything i remembered anw...

==

oh and de pengawas in de class...

walao eh..

de class hot dao...

==

she buka de door big big,

ask her on fan she on den after like, 2 mins, den she off..

but 2 bad la..

i no mood 2 scold ppl..

rushing BM paper 2..

drew a few pics of breakdancing at class while waiting for time 2 finish at history paper 1 and BM paper 1..

but nt vry nice la..

my art de lvl so low, sure not nice 1..

i post when i free k??

go back 2 day dreaming lo...

kuz i try study sejarah den will sleep 1..

==

Sunday, November 2, 2008

AudRey's bdae post... kuz she ask me 2 post... ZZzzz....

10.21.2008
.
So lazy, so busy to update.

Lately so many things've been happening..
So i gonna nid long time to update..

Hmm.. will try updating 2moro!
Stay tuned!!

Anyw, my girls,
Thanks for de exciting treasure hunt today!



10.29.2008
My Big Day!
Lo and behold..
8 days late for my birthday report..
Hehe.. XD

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY to mi..! (",)

First, i'd like to thank my precious for the excellent birthday celebration..!
Thanks for all ur effort & for de marvellous surprises..!
I enjoyed myself very much & i'm happy! (",)

Secondly, my dear family for the wondeful dinner..
Thanks for spending time wit mi on my big day! =)

Last but not least..
I wanna thank my dear sisters & friends..
Thanks for de wonderful surprises & planning..!

I love u all.. LOTS..!

Zapp the birthday baby, ME..!
Credits to him..! (",)


Not forgetting the "exciting" treasure hunt..
That made mi went roaming around de sch..
For this hand made birthday card..
Thanks my dears!


And the other slip card..
Simple yet nice..
For de Korean princess xP


Thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes..
Thanks for all de birthday gifts..
I appreciate ur thoughts!

One of de best presents i love:


Coz it means much more to mi than u kno it (",)
Sorry for everything though..

And.. this is lil BEAR BEAR, my bear xP


One of the simple presents i appreciate..


And this is the best thing ever! (",)



Those present for my BIG day! [earlier]
There's this special guest for my birthday!!
Found him? xP
Anyw, guys i really love u all to the core..!
Thanks for this wonderful birthday u all hav given mi.
*HUGS*




ermm...

de pics i lazy copy 2 my com and upload..

so, no pics lorh..

=P

anw, yea, here's ur bdae post..

lolz..

==

anw, for de rest of u,

if u wanna see de pics, is at AudRey's blog larh..

Friday, October 31, 2008

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Monday, October 27, 2008

wakaoz..

hey,

jz dropped by to say,

walao eh..

SPM..

2 more weeks...

haihz...

but still,

college sounds a lot like fun~

and more new places for me to go 2..

i wanna leave high school edi!!

anw, dis shud probably be de last post for me...

well, at least until SPM ends,

den i'll post sumthin again...

Dec 1st, i'll be back..

tho, i might be back before that..

=P

oh and i played Crysis at a cc in tun aminah..

walao, de gameplay and graphics!

sibeh chio!!

=D

i wanna gaming laptop just for Crysis!

oh and dun forget Devil May Cry 4!!!

=D

Sunday, October 26, 2008

mood?

confirm edi..

its just mood swing..

guess its kuz of SPM coming..

and having to leave all my crazy friends at school...

but i am glag to leave omega..

lousy school..

anw, i went to another school's open day today..

and wow, i didn't know Mr Tea was working there too...

i only knew when i saw his beautiful artwork..

so, i went around the school, bought some souvinirs, chatted with a few friends...

and before i went back home, i had a chat with Mr Liew...

oh and i bought 3 chai ban also..

its a chinese kueh with tofu and leek in it..

real tasty..

=D

after that, i went to my friend's house, played dota on GG for a while..

and bloody hell...

i was learning from him how to use skeleton king,

was winning kuz my level the highest and i was nearly owning all of them,

then all of a sudden...

DISCONNECTED!

i was like, WTH?!?!

I'M WINNING!!!

THEN THIS HAPPENS!!!

ARGH!!!

BLAH HIS LOUSY INTERNET CONNECTION!!!

BLEAHS!!

==

oh before i go, the school i mentioned earlier is called Oliven..

and 1 more thing...

MY FRIEND'S INTERNET CONNECTION IS CRAP!

I NEARLY WIN THE DOTA MATCH!!!

MY SKELETON KING!!!

ARGH!!!

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Saturday, October 25, 2008

moodless today...

today i really awfully quiet..

dunno why..

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dun tell me i've gone back 2 being moody emo-kia..

bloody hell, if really den chia lat edi lorh..

anw, can confirm 2mr..

and SPM really wan reach liao...

better hit the books...

soon...

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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

SPM

spm coming soon....

20 more days....

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mz try 2 let go of my PSP for dat time period..

and my internet...

and, sad fully, my blog..

=(

sorry, bt its for our (psp, laptop, radio, handphone, bball, futsal, games, etc.) own good...

if i get really good results, den i'll spend all my time wit u guys...

well, most of my time larh...

=D

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

lol..










1. de guys for de dance crew, except for de gals whu are wtill duin make up at dat time... and de 2 guys (2nd frm left and de most behind de, with half face blocked) nt in de dance.. dey jz manage de team onli..
anw, de ppl frm far left, clockwise:
Ming Jie aka King Kong, Wei Siang aka Black Dude, Han Hao, Poh Chai aka Technition, Hao Zhe, Ah Pang aka ShadowTech and Wen Xin


2. de king kong whu's supposed 2 hang ten on a tree is promoting de 3B, which is de Banana Brand Bottle.. lol..

3-5. me with a new hairstyle juz for de dance..



NOTE: WILL POST DE VID HERE WHN I GET FRM MY FREN...

TILL DEN, KEEP WAITIN FOR IT~~

=)

droppin by..

jz drop by 2 say hello 2 my blog..

no i haven't forgotten u..

but i'm 2 busy 2 post sumthin..

so i'll just say hi k??

hi~~

lol..

=P

Sunday, October 12, 2008

bored.. again..

yea, guess what..

i'm bored...

again*

anw, am reformattin my mac nw...

finally, more memory space for de crappy laptop, which i still dunno hw 2 use..

will post some sutera nite fotos after de reformating is finished..

so, ciaoz..



=.=
note de bored look..

dance performance

lol..

my previous post din post de..

swt..

but i cannot repost, kuz i forget wad i type edi..

anw, yea, jus finished my dance performance at sutera nite 2dae..

we used de song, Jing Wu Men, by Show Luo..

relieved its finished sia..

kuz i had so many practises wastin my time, and clash wit alot of de time i wan use
for myself..

b4 my group perform, de omega violin teachers performed on stage..

i was like, huh?

wasn't it supposed 2 be de students merh??

o.0

den i saw de vice principal, and i was suddenly scared..

kuz my hair long, and i did it so nice, sure they wan cut de hair de..

but den thank God he din see me..

but den again, i dunno he got stay behind 2 watch finish de whole show a not..

if got, sure got see me dancing, den see my hair..

den snip snip goes de scissors..

but den again, he maybe got old flower eye, cannot see clearly is me..

=P

after de dance, de youth group dere decided 2 open a dance class every sunday also...

and in de teachers' for de dance (any dance), my name was mentioned...

o.0

wad larh..

i teach u shuffle can larh..

but hip hop?

=.=

gv comment on hw 2 improve can larh

aiya, dun care larh..

oh btw, i think its a month away...

29 days or less frm 2dae till SPM..

good luck 2 all those havin SPM yarh~~

*includin me..

=D

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

home alone..

yea...

kinda bored sia...

dis mac also..

wad games also cannot play..

fast finish SPM, den can buy windows de laptop!!

o.0

anw, i'm home alone frm yesterdae 2 friday..

so sianz...

=.=

oh and de guy whu's feul pump stuck is Massa..

and kimi's car crash...

so sian...

sure kena pecat!

LOL!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

nt at home now...

using my fren's wifi nw..
=D

also watching F1 nw...
juz now de feul pump still haven finish pump den de car run away..
de person in charge of de fuel pump also kena dragged..
lol...

and my frens dog also juz licked my toes while i'm typing this...
and i'm nw waiting for 1 more fren 2 finish his bath b4 we can go for dinner...

quote frm roast muttons..
u noe why ur called F1?
kuz ur FATTY NUMBER 1!

Friday, September 19, 2008

bball and bodos dun mix... and futsal rox~ LOL!

2dae after sch went 2 play bball..
den got outsiders wanna play with us..
5 on 5, full court...
anw, de bodo, also tallest in the opposing team,
he 1st time trip himself den fall down, dunno curse who...
2nd time, when he do lay-up, den i block, but he kena me 1st, so he fall, but i also fall larh..
den he got up, rush 2 me, den curse me, and wanna fight wit me also..
but he dun dare touch me.. dunno y..
i think is maybe becuz his frens total 2 abt like, 5 or 6..
den my frens + me = 10 ppl..
anw, he shout at me, and he looked so damn ridiculous den i wanted 2 luff at dat bodo..
haha~
=P
and his fren also stand dere, dunno wan pull him away or help him..
bodo sial..

anw, i juz cool down, and tell him dat its nt my fault...
he's de 1 whu rushed into me, nt de other way 'round..
but if he think so, den i offer my apologies..
even tho i think its nt worth it..
den he juz stormed off...
den i wanna cont de game and finish it,
but my frens say nt worth it 2 play wit ppl whu ask 2 play, but create trouble..
so, i follow dem 2 futsal lorh..

shiok wei, futsal...
5 on 5, and i'm de goalie..
i block many shots..
my fren even ask me if i got sensor in my butt a..
kuz most shots i block wit butt~~
=P
haha~~
but got few shots careless den they score lorh...
esp got 1 full court shot..
din notice.. den goal lorh..
but anw, had lotsa fun larh..
but damn ex!
so many ppl and we play abt 2 hrs den need pay 8 bucks!
nxt time go once a month larh.. if nt, sure i pokkai liao..
=P

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

busy?

been a while since i've blogged...
quite busy larh...
my trials start nxt wednesday..
so sian..
den after raya den cont de trials..
den wait 4 SPM...

ish, SPM goin 2 be here soon...
on the up-side, nt goona see de sch anymore after SPM..
down-side?
nt gonna see my frens anymore..
unless we go 2 de same college by chance or wadeva...
or maybe a gathering after SPM...

den i still dunno wad 2 do after SPM..
work 1st or go college??
or both?
work until the intake for college den go?
blur larh..

haihz, for now, focus PA
finally noe hw 2 do de document thingy...
so maybe finally can pass edi!
lol..

Sunday, September 7, 2008

new laptop!!

yea!
finally got my vry own new laptop!
ok larh, actually, nt dat new..
2nd hand de..
my sis gv it 2 me kuz she bought new 1..

it's a Mac iBook G4...
still trying 2 familiarise myself with it..
but frankly speaking, i rather use windows den mac,
kuz alot of stuff here i dunno hw 2 use...
lol..

Friday, August 29, 2008

wth.....

2dae nt goin well lorh..
altho its a stupid sch holiday...
o.0

woke up early, made breakfast,
most pancakes i made were nice in sight,
scolded by my dad for playin de psp, and its a stupid holiday!
wanted 2 go 2 bakawali for bball but frens dragged me 2 century,
went to oc after bball, played games but feeded at dota and kena bullied at cs,
can't drift well at NFSU 2, lost a lot in circuit and wadeva races,
went 2 tmn u 2 find parents but den, found the friggin factory 2 be closed and they have gone home,
recieved scolding by mom altho its her bloody fault for not listening 2 me on the damn phone properli,
lil bro threw all my stuff frm the spare bed 2 my bed, makin a f*ckin mess in my room...

now on this blog, with a bloody feeling of hatred and anger in me...
wtf is goin on 2dae?!?!

if 2mr is goin 2 be dis bad, i ain't gonna go out....

u wanna f*ck? go f*ck urself u p*ssy *ssh*le!

>:-(
note the angry face...

Thursday, August 28, 2008

sports day

today sports day...
tired orh...
tho' onli got 1 event i'm takin part in...
crap larh...
the last runner cannot run de...
o.0
cause the whole team 2 be last...
4x100...
my bronze medal...
ish.. so sad...

haihz, 4get it larh..
anw, damn happy...
kuz yellow hse got last!!
w00t~~
and their teacher bragged dat they sure get 1st...
lol..
in ur face Mr Hor!
so kiasu in the beginning 4 wad??
dunno hw many days b4 sports practise start den call for many private meetings edi...
yea bebeh~
no place for yellow dis yr!

the houses which frm 1st place - last:
-Red
-Green
-Blue
-Yellow

still damn happy yellow get last!!
=P
and Green frm 3rd got 2nd...
hahax!!!

gonna post photos when i get frm my frens the mem card...
hopefully*

Monday, August 25, 2008

back home again... ish... SPM coming soon...

yea, great to be back...
iba unplugged was great~
kinda met lotsa funny characters there...
melvin, mervin, chander, ivan, gary, aaron and lotsa many others...
and they form, the DRAMATICS...
lol..

then anw, after sunday worship,
daya went 2 sunway pyramid...
den richard, jason, wen leng, jennifer and me went 2 de arcade..
they have TIME CRISIS 4!
the graphics rocks!
and got some new enemies, which are bug-like stuff...
there's also a new gameplay mode, screen pan...
a multi screen gameplay on a screen...
it's like, the character turns his head 2 the other direction..
the previous time crisis series all dun hv....
so dis rocks~~
w00t~

and i bullied some guys at tekken 5...
no challenge at all...
they can't even do a simple air juggle...
o.0

anw, i a lil' angry larh..
mel bought J.Co donuts, and nvr tell us...
so i din get 2 buy any...
ish...
so sad...
J.Co...
my fave donuts...
o.0

2mr final sukan practise liao...
gonna practise for 4x100...
hope i can get at least a bronze...
but a silver would be nicer...
but den, gold the best!
lol...

anw, yea, SPM comin real soon...
the trial also...
and i nvr prepare for anything yet...
o.0
sure chia lat...

Friday, August 22, 2008

iba unplugged~~

goin 2 iba unplugged soon~~
so excited~~

well...
dunno wad 2 say liao..
ok larh..
tell u guys a lil abt midnight meat train...

plot:
version 1:
Photographer Leon goes into the city's subway system at night to take more risks in his work, and ends up photographing a young woman who goes missing by the next day. He later finds clues in the photos he has taken that lead him to discover that a butcher who may be a serial killer is involved, and that there have been people going missing in the subway for years. His attempt to find out what has happened to these people becomes an obsession, later also for his girlfriend.

It becomes clear that the butcher is the killer. The train driver is his accomplice. Leon kills the butcher, but he is somehow convinced by the train driver to become a serial killer himself.


version 2:
A down-and-out man, Leon Kaufman, falls asleep on a New York subway train, only to wake up at a secret station beyond the end of the line. Kaufman encounters a man named Mahogany, who has killed and butchered several people and hung their bodies up on the train. Mahogany remarks that he will be forced to kill Kaufman to guard his secrets. Kaufman fights Mahogany and kills him in self-defense, but then the train doors open and strange malformed creatures board the train. The creatures eat the dead passengers, then force Kaufman to serve them as their new butcher, cutting out his tongue to ensure his silence. They tell Kaufman that Mahogany was getting old and could not do the job any longer, and that Kaufman now has a new career. It is also revealed that the creatures have also been the secret rulers of New York City for centuries. The police have always covered up for the creatures. Kaufman finds he now has lifetime employment.

version 1 is frm the movie, while version 2 is from the story with the same title, but is located in the book, named Books of Blood...

so, go watch it...
storyline nice..
but still, vry bloody...
=P

Thursday, August 21, 2008

midnight meat train

went 2 cs with frens 2dae...
watched the midnight meat train...
disgusting like sh*t lorh..
walao...
the butcher use 1 hammer, hit the girl's head, den can fly 1...
straight decapitated from her body...
den i sit wit my sis (god-sis) and she also scared like me...
haha~
den i cover her mata while the disgusting parts also..
anw, usually, whn watch movie, i sure eat and drink a lot...
but 2dae, not much mood de...
kuz 2 disgusting edi...
den onli my god-sis remind me 2 eat den eat..
=P
after da movie, we went kim gary, but den not much mood 2 eat..
onli i eat...
kuz i love food~~
^^
anw, got 1 fren of mine, her bf de fren, watch liao look damn sick...
like wan throw up..
frm cinema to kim gary..
and cinema at 7th floor also...
he like, 1st time see thriller movie like dat..
haha~~

anw, yea, enjoyed the day larh...
and now i owe my god-sis a purple hat...
o.0

kuz we went inner-city, she saw the hat, and i dunno why i promise 2 get her 1 nxt time...
ish...

Monday, August 18, 2008

bball tourney

the bball tourney was yesterday...
at 1st vry fun de....
then the 4C class start playing violently...
even wan fight wit my fren, although is their teammate's fault...
the ref also, like tolong them de lorh...
nvr call foul for the fouls they did, but gave them lotsa foul shots...
0.o

so anw, after the tourney, we split up lorh...
some went 2 celebrate 1 of my teammate de bdae,
another group went 2 KingSurf at leisure mall dat side de...
i also went 2 KS...
played DOTA...
wad larh...
i use Witch Doctor din feed last time, nw feed...
eleh....
Ben also...
use Drow Ranger play tanker...
my curse cannot kill him...
2 keras his health...
0.o

so after the DOTA session, we went 2 eat dinner (finally!)...
we went 2 eat this mee hun kuay somewhr nearby...
taste ok larh the soup...
but the dough thingy needs more work...
nt soft enuf and the texture nt vry smooth...
but overall quite ok larh...

den hailed a cab and went home lorh...
reached at abt 12.15am++
haha~
quite fun o de day...

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

sports practise for tuesday

well, we practised long jump again,
tried 100 and 400...
this time, i brought ubat, so my thighs wun feel so much pain...
its a lotion kinda thing, for muscle relief...

anw, my fren brought a camera...
so thought i might post the photos he sent me thru msn...





Saturday, August 9, 2008

omg* *g for goodness, not God... i'm not usin God's name in vain... =P

lol, long time din update...
totally 4got abt my blog...
sorry bloggie, i lupa u...
nxt time wun happen again...
i hope*

not much interesting stuff happened,
but den,
tell u abt wed-fri...
wed, had sports practice, 100, 400 and shot putt... den bball wit frens after practice...
thurs, had P.E. (soccer)
fri, had sports practice again, 100, 400 and long jump... den again, bball wit frens after practice...

so now, my thighs super pain...
cannot walk as fast as i used 2...
even slower den my mom at shopping mall just now, and she's usually lagging behind us!
swt la...
jus hope my feet gets better,
because got another practice coming soon, and standard sports is at the coming fri...
sure become cacat, my feet....

*still haven 4gotten her... she's ringing all bells in my heart everyday, as loudly as possible...
sianz...

0.o

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

bck frm kl... missed copa iba...

Daya Gospel Centre went 2 shah alam for copa iba and joined the captain ball section...
alot ppl went sia...
but i went late...
hw sad...
missed the captain ball game also...
2 bad larh, but is becos of my sis graduation thingy...
so had 2 go Limkokwing 1st lorh....
onli met up wit daya after dinner at Shah Alam Gospel Centre...

here's a list of ppl whu went...
Ginger,
Jia Yi,
Adelin,
Vivien,
an indian girl who's name escapes me,
Kerry,
Jeanie,
Auntie Carol,
Edmund,
Jason,
Dennis,
Wu Hui,
Richard,
Kevin,
Uncle Eric.

oh and i met them at night, which was the same day as their competition, but ended edi...

Joel went there himself kuz he was still studying at kl at that time...
Sabrina Chia met us for the Sunday worship...


anw, at Limkokwing, the convocation thing, each student can onli hv a limit of 2 tickets max 2 enter the hall 2 see the event...
so me and my younger bro hafta stay outside...
but nt just us larh...
got many ppl outside also...
den my bro play psp until 4get 2 buy lunch, kos da money wit him....
anw, whn we by lunch, all close edi...
they also got some1 order the last batch of fries and burger...
so sad...
so we went 2 limkokwing's convenient store 2 buy food, but onli buy vitamin c drinks... kos all 2 ex and not nice...

after dinner wit my sis at serdang long after the ceremony, my cousins took me to shah alam...
i met up wit the guys and we enjoyed the rest of the nite talking abt hw the official captain ball game was played...
then we slept lorh...
i had dreams abt a tiny dog and rabbit...
and tiny means smaller den ur thumb...
i play wit them with a piece of cotton...
so cute...
den i also dreamt i din sleep...
0.o

anw, the nxt mornin, we woke up and tidied everything...
den we makan breakfast at a mamak outside...
vry cheap lorh...
fried meehoon mixed with fried noodles and a piece of fried egg plus one limau ais and teh tarik onli rm3.30!!
super cheap lorh...
nxt time u guys wanna save money, stay at shah alam seri muda there...
get budget breakfast...
when we went back sagc, we had sunday worship...
1st time for me to be in a sunday worship session frm start 2 finish...
really enjoy singing Praise 2 our Lord Jesus and God...
and their worship band also super pro...

after sunday session, we went down for brunch...
had rice, rendang and cabbage...
got alot more larh, but i din take, kos still vry full frm the budget breakfast...
anw, we ate, had fun, cam-whored and did lotsa funny funny stuff...
Edmund and Jason now addicted 2 my psp... haha~
but time flies whn ur havin fun...
soon, the time 2 go home reached...
we went 2 da van, exchanged sad good-byes and fare-wells and a final prayer from Darren for both SAGC and DGC...
den we balik home...

oh and the petronas at Seri Muda at Shah Alam got sell a pack of twisties which is so gigantic!!!
and its not an economy pack...
dis 1 is whn u buka den straight eat....

on the way back, i was in the van next 2 Vivien, whu was next to Ginger...
Kevin was in front seat next 2 Dennis,
Jeanie and Edmund in 2nd row,
and last but nt least, Jason between Kerry and Jia Yi...

we had alot of fun, sharing tid bits and stuff...
a joke frm Kevin:
whu's allah's mom?
alamak...

when Vivien slept, i was playin my psp, but den she suddenly swing her arm 2 me, and i was like, shocked...
den semalam at sch whn i tell her she did dat she say she dreaming she playing captian ball...
lol...

so, overall, the day was fun...
gonna grab the pics frm my frens later or ask em 2 send 2 me thru blu tooth dis sat larh...

dat's abt all i think...
post sommore interestin event soon...
oh and 2day's my bdae... and i onli know it by sunday... lame...
0.o

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

fight...

was in cs yesterday....
went 2 de arcade to play games awhile (even now still exams) after tuition...
was playing with another guy den suddenli de guy kena 1 gang hantam...
dunno wad happen...
scared like crap...
den i dunno waad shud i do...
if i run, sure they chase me and beat because will think i same gang wit him...
if i stay, maybe also kena...
but wad 2 do?
lucky got many ppl, so i just stood there lorh...
dun move, if nt they notice u, den dey beat u...
was so damn scary lorh...
0.o

oh btw, i've decided to try and adopt the i-dun-care mood...
meaning i dun wanna care abt any more problems....
but i still cannot let her go...
she's too nice edi...
sad, but still, stay at friends de level also can larh...
dun wanna care so much edi...
too tired to care abt anythin nowadays...
=.=

Friday, July 18, 2008

Sunday, July 13, 2008

healing?

finally getting better....
flu going away...
no thanks to the meds frm the clinic...
i got dunno wad medon 500 or sumthin like that frm chinese medicine shops in kl yesterday...
and it works overnight, unlike the clinic medicine, which already nearly finish, but still no use...
anw, was at kl frm friday,
played my cousin's wii...
damn jealous of him lorh, kos he buy da wii and a LCD tv all by himself, wit his gaji of kos...
anw, dats nt y i really went kl...
went becos of my sis's graduation project, a fashion show at the new shopping mall in kl...
my sis's garment was on the papers as well!
whn hv the foto den i post here...
anw, maybe goin bck 2 kl soon, for my sis's graduation ceremony...

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

emo + sick... nt a vry good combination...

hiahz....
got flu, headache and sore throat yesterday...
feel like wanna die...
plus i got so many unsolved problems...
realli hard 2 concentrate in school...
den went home, ponteng tuition and slept kos i too tired...
nite went clinic and got meds + mc...

2dae, ponteng sch kos still feelin 2 groggy.....
woke up abt 2 or 3 times in da middle of da nite kos my nose blocked....
when i went bck 2 sleep, still dream abt her...
made me feel even worse whn i woke u everytime...
=(
felt like crying but can't...
cannot even let out my feelings...
how useless...
=(
still, mom woke me up at 9.30am and i had breakfast and meds...
den watched tv awhile and laid on the bed doing nothing da whole day till lunch...
den had meds after lunch and den back to bed....
den suddenly, my mind thought of her again...
start 2 feel sad again...
den the girl whu likes me kept calling me, and i dun wan pick up....
kos i noe i will feel even worse still after talking to her....
until nw i dun wan ans her calls....
dunno if i shud go 2 the youth group also kus i noe i will see her 4 sure de....

if being mature means being emo, den i rather be a childish guy....
being emo sucks, but i just can't help it...

Sunday, July 6, 2008

emo season?? 0.o

why is not being an emo so hard 2 do....
i can't focus on anything...
getting worse frm day 2 day...
confusing...
anw, 2dae...
nt a vry good day....
went out wit the girl who likes me,
but i din enjoy...
kos i've found me asking myself,
do i really wanna get together wit her?
i dun even noe anything abt her...
onli thing we hv in common is our birthdates....
den da rest, go figure...
really saddening....
dun even noe why she likes me...
0.o

why can't i 4get u...
i can't focus on the stuff which is more important kuz of u...
why??
i noe, i'm nt ur choice,
but i can't help myself...
i can't bring myself 2 4get u...
because ur a great friend 2 hv...
haihz....

some1 pls save me...

T_T

Friday, July 4, 2008

emo for the first time in my whole life.....

dunno why these few days,
i feel quite sad larh...
not much energy, mood, rush, cheerfulness, joy, wadeva like last time...
like i've changed into something else...
i dun even noe myself anymore...

kinda given up on romance larh...
i'm a hopeless case...
the girl i like, dunno if she willbe like the others who rejected me b4...
another girl who likes me, dunno if i shud like her bck becos not much feelings for her....

i'm losing my feel in video games, studies and even basketball...
feeling 2 much miserable 2 enjoy i guess...
i dun even crack as much lame jokes as i used 2...

now i noe, wad an emo feels like...
and how difficult i is not 2 be 1....
realli wished dis nvr happenned...
kos i'm suffering mentally...
can't even think straight nowadays....

help me*

T.T

Monday, June 23, 2008

lama takder blog... =0

hey,
reall long time i din on9...
got PSP, so i lazy mah...
=P
pink color de sommore!
nice sia...
wahahas~~
anw, yesterday went 2 celebrate ser hua's bdae at cs...
met every1 at kenny roger's...
was late because ah lai and gang vry slow...
i saturday nite went tumpang ah lai house becoz of alan's bdae also...
anw, when reach, we makan, den bought tix for Hulk...
quite ok larh, the movie....
shocking when tony stark came out when movie abt 2 end...
maybe nxt time is Iron Man vs Hulk??
still pondering...
=P
anw, quite fun larh, da whole day...
watched movie, went arcade...
oh and even though we celebrated ser hua's bdae,
she orang hilang after lunchin wit us...
0.o'''
lol....
den we found 3 'sa' ppl followin us everywhr we went...
haha, jk~~
anw, dats abt it bah...
post sommore nxt time...
esp camp photozz, becoz i recieved edi the photo, but lazy upload...
vry long.... lazy 2 wait...
fs i oso long time no buka liao...
0.o

Saturday, June 14, 2008

wad i feeling now...

kinda getting on my nerve dat moron..
hutnag $$$ tak mau bayar,
and still trying to get on my good side...
who da hell u think u are?
dun make me go SSU,
den u sure kena like crap...
sure "teach" u until u dun dare edi...
think u SSU ppl chio merh?
i last time frm SSU de ok...
spoilt brat, f**ked up bastard...
see u at CS, u sure kena frm me...
call ur mom larh...
call polis larh...
i scared u arh?
u brought dis 2 urself de ok...
i tolerated u so long,
gv u so many freakin' chances,
but u still take me for granted...
dun make me revert back to wad i was before,
because u sure wun like it more den i dun like it....
better watch ur back in cs...
or anywhr outside....

>8-0
*note da angry face...

Monday, June 9, 2008

finally serious blogging~~ ok, actually, not dat serious...

feeling like kicking the teammates in my team now and finding new guys...
i know, its harder 2 look for new teammates, but still,
the teammates i hv now is not dedicated 2 the team....
even ask them come out 1 day practise also they wan put aeroplane...
why bother joining a shuffle team if u dun shuffle...
=.=
waste my time onli...
oh btw, here's some funky looking hotos of me when i was helping out at another place~~
weird looking lerh, but den, maybe is because of the clothes...
=P
Dim Sum any1??



The full shot~
got time, so i do my own bio here~~
Name: Pang Yaozhong
Handle: ShadowTech
Team: HardStyle Definition [HSD]
Type of team: Shuffle
Age: 17++
Bdate: 29-07-1990
Phone no: 019-7500886 / 014-6112301
anything else wanna ask me, jus ask lorh...
haha~~
=)
still having doubts of my team...

2nite den blog~~

i 2nite den blog new stuff... nw at fren's hse for tuition...
=P

Thursday, June 5, 2008

1st impression abt new teammates...

my 1st impression on them...
is....
i hate them....

not coming 2 meet me also din say 2 me.....
make me go there all by myself...
idiots larh....
lucky i met fernando, frm audrey's church.....
we hung out, had fun at the arcade....
den walk around, chat....
den he went home, i went back arcade....
played Tekken 5...
won 16 times consecutively...
w00t!
but then, still nt feeling 2 happy, kuz of the team members all put aeroplanes....

but still got saturday 2 look forward 2...
HR coming 2 show shuffle!!!
1-6pm
Eskimo Joy JB (near plaza pelangi)

1st impression abt new teammates...

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

new members

gonna meet new members for the team at cs 2mr...
nervous....
dunno wad dey look like....
and still thinking wad 2 do after dat...
ok larh, bed time... nite nite~~
=)

Happy time with frens after camp~

ppl whu went:
-Audrey (Model)
-Ser Hua
-Calista (Late-comer)
-Yux (Miloyux, Manager)
-Edwin
-Kiong Teeng
-me!

First, i reached abt 11.40++, so iwas early... den i went arcade, pass da time and finished abt 12.20++.... but then, every1 reach abt nearly 1pm... yux the 2nd 2 reach... when i call him, he parking car edi..

then we went 2 cinema, decided on the movie... model disturb me, say wanna watch horror movie!! 0.o
lucky no horror movies... but still no1 decided any movie yet, so we went 2 hv some lunch and decide dere lorh.... but den, after order food, every1 chat abt alot of stuff, except wad movie we wanna watch... onli when we go back cinema, den decide properli... so we chose Chronicles of Narnia, Prince Caspian... until now i still dun understand da movie... sad...

then we went bowling after buying tix cuz movie is 3pm de, and we hv 1 hr 2 kill... so we went bowling... but before bowling, a quick race of daytona... Edwin 1st, i got 2nd, Yux 3rd and Audrey, 4th.... haha...

bowling we splitted into 2 teams, Edwin, 192 and Model vs Manager, Ser Hua and me... at 1st, my team like losing, but den slowly we won... miracle! dunno wad happen...
then when we nearli finish, we found still got time, so, 2nd round!
same team but manager upgraded to miloyux... lol... i typed de... =P
but still we won kuz my team slowly got the bowling feel~~
Edwin and 192 super sia, many strikes! Model's bowling is also, erm, quite good larh~
haha... Ser Hua's bowling no kuat the ball, but still strike, dunno why... yux like spin, but not alot of spin... me? noob larh, straight ball, got any strike or spare den jump excitedly... =P

so after bowling, movie time! and dis time, Calista joined us edi... so in the cinema, when the (U) thingy came out, the teenagers from behind exclaimed loudly, wow... lol... when the trees moving to show Lucy the way 2 Aslan, the same group, a guy, said, "how come the tree can move 1??" i tried to shush them but they still talking... got 1 even ask "am i talking too loudly?" lame larh dey all... dumb larh... oh and when we buying snacks, the cashier 4got 2 give edwin his free cups from the large popcorn sets...

after movie, we finally came out, and i still dun understand the movie... even until now also... 0.o
but got few parts funny larh... and the fighting scenes are awesome! love Peter's armour, sword and shield! =P
so, came out frm cinema, went to arcade, i played time crisis 3 while the rest played the photo thingy, like spot the diff in 2 similar pics... then played daytona again, dis time, edwin 1st, me 2nd, yux 3rd and calista 4th... edwin bang my car, so din win... how sad... =P
calista's car oso kena bang by me, which kena bang by yux, which kena bang by edwin at the corner, 2nd last lap i think*
then we continue again, the photo thingy, try win high score, but still, nearli larh...

after arcade, we went downstairs, stood infront of macdonald's for like, maybe half hour or so... kos the others still deciding wad 2 do, hw 2 go home, chattin and stuff lorh... i vry sui bian dat time, kuz i alot of time, can do anything de.... finally, they decided 2 makan at macdonald's... so edwin used his kiddy card 2 get more fries for every1, tho' audrey said she wanted ice cream... anw, we while we makan, yux and 192 went to bring alan kuz alan staying wit 192 for 5 days at genting....

so after makan, we went home, had nice memories, and yux's backseat can buka... special sia...

dats all 4 de day barh.. if i left out anything, post in comments larh...
thanx~~
=D

oh and so sad kerry and erika can't join the fun... 2 bad... maybe nxt time lorh.... =->

Sunday, June 1, 2008

Camp 180 degrees by DGC - YF @ Resort Lautan Biru

camp was fun... this is my 3rd time typing... i'll summarise what i type larh... 3rd time typing kuz dis thingy keep hilang!!! i still new 2 blogging so, yea, kena disturb my life... 0.o
Jia Yi and Super Famous World International Super Model, u sure noe i retype 1 kos i tell u, but Jia Yi, dunno wad happen but 2nd time the stuff hilang! Again!

anw, summary starts:

camp 1st day, all quite ok, vry fun, met Super Famous World International Super Model kos she hantam me, session 1, uncle Dexter vry funny, abt parents, supper + sharing, sleep, shouted at "someone" for shouting in my dorm, disturbing everybodies' sleep

camp 2nd day, woke up blur blur kos slept at 6am++, washed up, breakfast, session 2, peer pressure, again uncle Dexter vry funny, op underlight, played with food, lunch, had sunburnt chicken, red hot aquatic fish, voonderful veggied (all frm Baroque's menu), siesta in guys dorm chaos, slept 10 mins for siesta, survivor, Bernice + Calista shrieked, Darren scared of frogs, wash up, dinner, worship, some games, walking in the moonlight, scared half the life outta me by cat, looked at the nice starry nite sky (NSNS), supper, meeting, all flamed "someone", sleep

camp 3rd day, woke up better den 2nd day, slept better, washed up and breakfast, session 3, The Good News, yet again Uncle Dexter vry funny, tea + sharing, briefing abt sketch competiton, Baroque did mistake, used stage altho' clearly stated cannot, Mellisa Siah kept luffin for no reason during practise, sorry 2 the girls whom i pinjam Calista and Jia Yi, kuz used up the whole free time and tea time for practise, because 2 many NG, outdoor ball games, "someone" tried 2 cari gaduh, but kena scold by me super fiercely, i dun wan forgive him until 2day oso kuz he scold me ka na sai sommore, then camp committee members + group leaders = waiters + waitresses for the candlelight dinner, then sketch competition, Baroque did well, 3rd place, thank God Mel din simply luff edi, then last supper at camp and meeting, which again we flamed "someone" and i slept at abt nearly the end of it, and finally, bedtime...

camp last day, woke up feeling good kuz slept vry well... had breakfast after wash up, tried 2 think of the good memories, but kena disturb by the caretaker's wife's nagging... her other identity is the machine gun which can shower "blessings".... cannot stop nagging, disturb many ppl, including A.Grace, session 4, Go For It (success), then tea + sharing, pack up + autograph session, lunch, prize giving, check out, volleyball, went outside, continue play, bus late for 1 and half hrs, boarded bus, booked 6 seats for Super Famous World International Super Model's gang and me, sat wit Super Famous World International Super Model, chatted thru the 3hrs back 2 church, still cannot blif it, vry fun, disturb the reaction slow girl, Wen Chien, reach church, final goodbyes, went home, feeling good abt the camp!

in case u din noe, dis is da 2nd Christian camp which i went 2... 1st cam was Teenstreet, which was super fun~~
if u wanna go teenstreet, tell me den i help u tell Adeline... or if u wan, u can straight call her abt it larh... or maybe A.Carol oso can....