Friday, July 4, 2008

emo for the first time in my whole life.....

dunno why these few days,
i feel quite sad larh...
not much energy, mood, rush, cheerfulness, joy, wadeva like last time...
like i've changed into something else...
i dun even noe myself anymore...

kinda given up on romance larh...
i'm a hopeless case...
the girl i like, dunno if she willbe like the others who rejected me b4...
another girl who likes me, dunno if i shud like her bck becos not much feelings for her....

i'm losing my feel in video games, studies and even basketball...
feeling 2 much miserable 2 enjoy i guess...
i dun even crack as much lame jokes as i used 2...

now i noe, wad an emo feels like...
and how difficult i is not 2 be 1....
realli wished dis nvr happenned...
kos i'm suffering mentally...
can't even think straight nowadays....

help me*

T.T

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