bck frm kl... missed copa iba...

Daya Gospel Centre went 2 shah alam for copa iba and joined the captain ball section...
alot ppl went sia...
but i went late...
hw sad...
missed the captain ball game also...
2 bad larh, but is becos of my sis graduation thingy...
so had 2 go Limkokwing 1st lorh....
onli met up wit daya after dinner at Shah Alam Gospel Centre...

here's a list of ppl whu went...
Ginger,
Jia Yi,
Adelin,
Vivien,
an indian girl who's name escapes me,
Kerry,
Jeanie,
Auntie Carol,
Edmund,
Jason,
Dennis,
Wu Hui,
Richard,
Kevin,
Uncle Eric.

oh and i met them at night, which was the same day as their competition, but ended edi...

Joel went there himself kuz he was still studying at kl at that time...
Sabrina Chia met us for the Sunday worship...


anw, at Limkokwing, the convocation thing, each student can onli hv a limit of 2 tickets max 2 enter the hall 2 see the event...
so me and my younger bro hafta stay outside...
but nt just us larh...
got many ppl outside also...
den my bro play psp until 4get 2 buy lunch, kos da money wit him....
anw, whn we by lunch, all close edi...
they also got some1 order the last batch of fries and burger...
so sad...
so we went 2 limkokwing's convenient store 2 buy food, but onli buy vitamin c drinks... kos all 2 ex and not nice...

after dinner wit my sis at serdang long after the ceremony, my cousins took me to shah alam...
i met up wit the guys and we enjoyed the rest of the nite talking abt hw the official captain ball game was played...
then we slept lorh...
i had dreams abt a tiny dog and rabbit...
and tiny means smaller den ur thumb...
i play wit them with a piece of cotton...
so cute...
den i also dreamt i din sleep...
0.o

anw, the nxt mornin, we woke up and tidied everything...
den we makan breakfast at a mamak outside...
vry cheap lorh...
fried meehoon mixed with fried noodles and a piece of fried egg plus one limau ais and teh tarik onli rm3.30!!
super cheap lorh...
nxt time u guys wanna save money, stay at shah alam seri muda there...
get budget breakfast...
when we went back sagc, we had sunday worship...
1st time for me to be in a sunday worship session frm start 2 finish...
really enjoy singing Praise 2 our Lord Jesus and God...
and their worship band also super pro...

after sunday session, we went down for brunch...
had rice, rendang and cabbage...
got alot more larh, but i din take, kos still vry full frm the budget breakfast...
anw, we ate, had fun, cam-whored and did lotsa funny funny stuff...
Edmund and Jason now addicted 2 my psp... haha~
but time flies whn ur havin fun...
soon, the time 2 go home reached...
we went 2 da van, exchanged sad good-byes and fare-wells and a final prayer from Darren for both SAGC and DGC...
den we balik home...

oh and the petronas at Seri Muda at Shah Alam got sell a pack of twisties which is so gigantic!!!
and its not an economy pack...
dis 1 is whn u buka den straight eat....

on the way back, i was in the van next 2 Vivien, whu was next to Ginger...
Kevin was in front seat next 2 Dennis,
Jeanie and Edmund in 2nd row,
and last but nt least, Jason between Kerry and Jia Yi...

we had alot of fun, sharing tid bits and stuff...
a joke frm Kevin:
whu's allah's mom?
alamak...

when Vivien slept, i was playin my psp, but den she suddenly swing her arm 2 me, and i was like, shocked...
den semalam at sch whn i tell her she did dat she say she dreaming she playing captian ball...
lol...

so, overall, the day was fun...
gonna grab the pics frm my frens later or ask em 2 send 2 me thru blu tooth dis sat larh...

dat's abt all i think...
post sommore interestin event soon...
oh and 2day's my bdae... and i onli know it by sunday... lame...
0.o

fight...

was in cs yesterday....
went 2 de arcade to play games awhile (even now still exams) after tuition...
was playing with another guy den suddenli de guy kena 1 gang hantam...
dunno wad happen...
scared like crap...
den i dunno waad shud i do...
if i run, sure they chase me and beat because will think i same gang wit him...
if i stay, maybe also kena...
but wad 2 do?
lucky got many ppl, so i just stood there lorh...
dun move, if nt they notice u, den dey beat u...
was so damn scary lorh...
0.o

oh btw, i've decided to try and adopt the i-dun-care mood...
meaning i dun wanna care abt any more problems....
but i still cannot let her go...
she's too nice edi...
sad, but still, stay at friends de level also can larh...
dun wanna care so much edi...
too tired to care abt anythin nowadays...
=.=

another song

songs

just posted some songs...

healing?

finally getting better....
flu going away...
no thanks to the meds frm the clinic...
i got dunno wad medon 500 or sumthin like that frm chinese medicine shops in kl yesterday...
and it works overnight, unlike the clinic medicine, which already nearly finish, but still no use...
anw, was at kl frm friday,
played my cousin's wii...
damn jealous of him lorh, kos he buy da wii and a LCD tv all by himself, wit his gaji of kos...
anw, dats nt y i really went kl...
went becos of my sis's graduation project, a fashion show at the new shopping mall in kl...
my sis's garment was on the papers as well!
whn hv the foto den i post here...
anw, maybe goin bck 2 kl soon, for my sis's graduation ceremony...

emo + sick... nt a vry good combination...

hiahz....
got flu, headache and sore throat yesterday...
feel like wanna die...
plus i got so many unsolved problems...
realli hard 2 concentrate in school...
den went home, ponteng tuition and slept kos i too tired...
nite went clinic and got meds + mc...

2dae, ponteng sch kos still feelin 2 groggy.....
woke up abt 2 or 3 times in da middle of da nite kos my nose blocked....
when i went bck 2 sleep, still dream abt her...
made me feel even worse whn i woke u everytime...
=(
felt like crying but can't...
cannot even let out my feelings...
how useless...
=(
still, mom woke me up at 9.30am and i had breakfast and meds...
den watched tv awhile and laid on the bed doing nothing da whole day till lunch...
den had meds after lunch and den back to bed....
den suddenly, my mind thought of her again...
start 2 feel sad again...
den the girl whu likes me kept calling me, and i dun wan pick up....
kos i noe i will feel even worse still after talking to her....
until nw i dun wan ans her calls....
dunno if i shud go 2 the youth group also kus i noe i will see her 4 sure de....

if being mature means being emo, den i rather be a childish guy....
being emo sucks, but i just can't help it...

emo season?? 0.o

why is not being an emo so hard 2 do....
i can't focus on anything...
getting worse frm day 2 day...
confusing...
anw, 2dae...
nt a vry good day....
went out wit the girl who likes me,
but i din enjoy...
kos i've found me asking myself,
do i really wanna get together wit her?
i dun even noe anything abt her...
onli thing we hv in common is our birthdates....
den da rest, go figure...
really saddening....
dun even noe why she likes me...
0.o

why can't i 4get u...
i can't focus on the stuff which is more important kuz of u...
why??
i noe, i'm nt ur choice,
but i can't help myself...
i can't bring myself 2 4get u...
because ur a great friend 2 hv...
haihz....

some1 pls save me...

T_T

emo for the first time in my whole life.....

dunno why these few days,
i feel quite sad larh...
not much energy, mood, rush, cheerfulness, joy, wadeva like last time...
like i've changed into something else...
i dun even noe myself anymore...

kinda given up on romance larh...
i'm a hopeless case...
the girl i like, dunno if she willbe like the others who rejected me b4...
another girl who likes me, dunno if i shud like her bck becos not much feelings for her....

i'm losing my feel in video games, studies and even basketball...
feeling 2 much miserable 2 enjoy i guess...
i dun even crack as much lame jokes as i used 2...

now i noe, wad an emo feels like...
and how difficult i is not 2 be 1....
realli wished dis nvr happenned...
kos i'm suffering mentally...
can't even think straight nowadays....

help me*

T.T